Sometimes you can't believe the amount of effort it takes to get through to someone.
IT ISNT THAT YOU DIDINT CALL. IT ISNT THAT YOU TALK TO OTHER GIRLS. IT ISNT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ANY LESS.
It's because you do the same things over and over even when you know it hurts.
The concepts are there. Simple and easy. Yet for some reason you choose to ignore them and make it difficult.
Everytime we make up then break up, it's the same damn reason that starts it all.
You'd think you'd get it by now.
Is it really worth it? Putting us through all this crap because you dont wanna change that part of your attitude?
You'd rather leave me or hurt me rather than offer up a simple phone call.
I'm always so shocked when you actually call me back.
I know you usually don't but I still sweat it.
thats fucking pathetic.
I've heard every damn excuse. I choose which one's I believe. I have the luxury of picking out of a pile.
You just never get it.
It's about when you say youre gunna do something, anything,
and dont do it.
I feel like a machine on repeat because I know we've had this conversation, this one-sided arugment too many times.
Do you want me to be like you?
Is that what it takes?
The silly thing is, you probably scoff at this then get pissed off.
When really, if it were anybody else that asked you to call, you'd do it in heartbeat.
Maybe I need to be an old crush, a different friend, or live up north.
Maybe then I'd be important enough.
Nice to know where I stand.
Im here at your convienence, I get it.
I'm also really stupid.
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you're like me.
this makes me sad.
we need to cry together...
i love you!